2003/12/18 update 2
Just wonder… Went out with Amanda today in the afternoon till night. We shopped from Suntec City to Wisma Atria in the afternoon, then went to catch a movie at Cathay Cineplex. The feeling of going out with her seems great. Lol, I also am not sure why too.. Its like it is my first time going out alone with a girl for that ong period of time. Maybe i am still exploring the types of relationship and how I should respond when going out with girls. Perhaps that would be the case, but I really don’t know it either.
What I don’t know is am I really flirting around with girls or am I really trying to look for a suitable girl to jump into a shotgun relationship? That is really something I don’t know right now… I think ultimately time will tell if I really have feeling for her or I am just flirting around with girls… Which at the meantime I think I am not ready for any relationships and would just focus on saving up for my future… Gonna be going broke for the upcoming week… until Friday.