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DreamzLand : May 6, 2005

I wonder why… out of a sudden… i have a strong feeling for someone… it beats me to understand why… anyways… that’s besides the point… i feel… i’m more on the dark side… well, but i’m very willing to let the person go… if he is not meant for me… or am i getting too jealous easily? i don’t know…

just happen that i had a bad dream last nite… i dream of a friend snatching someone i like away from me… good grief… who can i blame? I blame no one for this to have occured… firstly… he isn’t mine… he is just my godbro… i love him… maybe i just have some feelings for him that’s all… i didn’t confess… becoz i am a shy person… so.. in the end… he was taken by another friend of mine… a good but not too close friend.

I wonder what’s the world coming into… it’s all so bizzare and funny… i wish for all these wierd feeling to evaporate… i want to lead a normal life… to be happy… looking forward.. and not laid back by all these lust and illusions which meant nothing… but much much more fear to me… I need to breathe and live happy with people i know… I guess, i’m just over protective of people around me… i should loosen up abit… though i know i appear relax infront of you… but, that is what you see… becoz i feel safe with you… happy? that is why… you see a less tense up image of me… and i don’t care what you think… I just want to get alife with things…

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