Reflecting life choices

it beats me to ponder…. does it seriously make any difference to be a gay or a bi? either way you will somehow or rather be mixing with people who are just not straight…. besides…. i wonder if it does make any much of a difference afterall…

that aside…. got to know or rather felt heart ached to see a very close friend turning out to be a bi-sexual…. and the fact that i am around him for the past 7 to 8 years makes me feel more worse… not that we are in any way at fault…. but deep inside my egos…. i have to admit i do find a liking in him to a certain extend… which is very true till this point in time…. no matter what, it is an undeniable fact afterall….

after a few days of feeling down i have come to overcome this feeling and began to accept him as who he is… so i am back to feeling normal already… still it lingers to know why he kept it so under the table for such a long time before revealing his deepest sexuality and at the same time his boyfriend…


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